Someone you like?

I don't usually take notice of those menial things like admiration. However, there was a change in my lifecourse event recently that makes me more conscious of how people view me.
How is it like to have someone that geniunely likes you?
I can't say for sure that I've never experience it...well...that sounded as I have no experience and I don't want to put myself in that 'unwanted' spot.
Yeah, remembering how I look like, yes, I've never had such experiences, like legit confessions or admirations.（；´д｀ ）

What I've experienced so far are those weird people who has taken a weird liking towards me. 
Sara, being a noob in these things, obviously said no to them.
Maybe if I open up my heart abit to them, are they those experiences that I'm looking for? Maybe.
Like I said, I can't say yes or no for sure, the rejected hearts I've made...aren't really serious about it.

You know the feeling whether the person is sincere or not about what they're saying. 
Or maybe its just a girls' thing.
Or maybe...its just me...
Maybe its just me who has a set of criteria checked before i contemplate the affirmative answer.

OKAY BACK TO MY POINT.


Do you think that I am that ugly to...not been into a serious relationship before? 
(bam! there goes my secret)(/□＼*)
Probably.
I know I have a weird face, thus, that's why I am vain.
But that's besides the point.

If this discussion were to be one-sided I would stop here, but nope.
I'm not a one-sided/minded person.

there's an....

OR!

OR, do you think my inability to notice these small things in life, made me overlook people's admiration towards me?

OR 
i'm such an 'unwanted' person afterall.

Now, that's depressing.

if you were to like someone, would you tell them upfront?
Wait, are we even supposed to do that?

Or are we supposed to drop off little little hints of our attraction.

But, the problem is,

feelings grow, whether its like or dislike, they tend to grow on you.

With liking, it grows on you so much that it will somewhat ache your heart knowing that the person you like may not even notice you at all.
Even worse, friend-zone you.(´∩｀。)

I don't think this will ever happen, but if there is someone out there who has knocked his head pretty bad to like me,
I would want this person to convey his feelings to me.

Afterall, I've never really experience these sort of things...properly.
That will be an interesting experience, that person might even get lucky, since afterall, I'm a noob at these things.
"Strap in and enjoy the ride
It's more fun if you risk your life"

What's there to lose? That's what they say, easier said than done huh. 
Life is more interesting if you were to take risks.
So, what are the risks of confessing that makes it so hard of an action to do?
Your pride? Face? Feelings? 
Ultimately, there's 3 answers: yes, no, yeah maybe.
You would be risking that happiness of yours?

I don't know.(´＿｀。)

"So I dare you to love me
Love me, I dare you"
(ﾉ><)ﾉ