kanashii

why do i feel like i have noone that is really close to me?

i don't really have a really really realllly close clique

(・_・、)

i do have close friends but how often do i meet-up and share stories with them?

yes, we're friends but that doesnt mean they must invite you to every single social outing they conduct within/among themselves.

knowing that truth...hurts.

(((((*ﾉДﾉ)

maybe i feeling is that, i feel outcasted now.

its the holidays, friends go out for fun.

and none of them have me.

im not included.

seriously,

i went to Cambodia a few days ago.

and from what i recall there's like only 5/6 people who wishes me safe trip and goodbye.

the rest... i don't think they even know.

( ﾟ，_ゝ｀) 

sad life im leading am i?

getting back into SG is more hurting.

people will be like, oh you're back? welcome back!

and again, some dont even say it,

what do i want? attention? probably.

i want atleast someone to notice me.

because people don't even reply the messages i've sent to them.

that's rude, isn't it?

you dont need to include me in social gathering and such, but just don't ignore me when i ask you something or trying to not make things awkward.

(´□｀*)

this post doesn't solve anything.

･o（ｉДｉ）o

here's a peaceful photo around my neighborhood.