sometimes.

i feel like i just don't fit in, for various reason.

i can talk to them but after i few exchangements of words, there will be... static.

and that's really awkward.

its like i don't know how to move on with a topic or make it interesting.

sometimes i feel when they're having like a class conversation, and i'll be like o.o *don't know what to say* and i'll just nod and smile.

and others will be like ouh ok.

that makes me queasy .

at this point of time, they already have insiders jokes as a class.

and i'll be like either not getting it or don't find it as amusing as it seems.

sorry, for being a spoil sport.

i wanna say alot more, but i don't have the mood to do so,

this picture kinda like sums up everything.