serious.part1

etto..
this is going to be a some sort of a rant.


i do not know why but i felt weird at SOME point of time between friends and family.
when this happens.


i tend to detached myself from everyone and revert back to my old self.
which is, not really reponding to others.
//i become a daoster.
i become a selfish,quite person.
almost revengeful personality even i cannot imagine what i am.


so is to say.
yes.i have split personality.


i react differently in front of adults.teachers.friends.and all.
which is..kinda sad.


im not really sure myself whether i am a trustful person or not.
cause i RARELY conjure up long paragraft filled with emotions and feelings.


i dont think anyone knows me well.




ahhh.
the main point is.




ive though up on nicknames for my FRIENDS.
that will be known later on.
nickname=who?
i wont tell.
for various reason.




im not being secretive or so.
not trying to be mysterious either.


its just that some of you guys.(friends)
arent being fair are they?
i sometimes felt like ive told half of my secrets to them.
and think that,that way they'll open up?
(facepalms)
but nope they didnt even tell the most little secret or the mopst setakat secrets.




so if you were to ask who's being unfair now?


I DONT FRIGGIN KNOW.




and..
I'm lucky to have gotten such an amazing inspiration for the nicknames. Thank you very much!


to be continued.