emptyness

my soul,corruptd by vengeance...MASAKA!

normally ppl change religion bcz they've finally found e real meaning of life?
or their inner self had found their trueself?o.o

i feel empty..
god..it doesnt really mean anything serious in me.ever since THAT crisis start.

partly bcz back den im still bloody pious.which makes me feel a slight tinge of REGRET.

to really depend on this very existence of god.only to realize tt uve gain ntg...hurts.
its lyk...o.o its lyk,do u hear me for crying out loud!
tbc