it is quite sad...

to knw that u have a gd friend.
that does not share his/her problem with you?
and the hurting part is that that person has been a character in ur life for quite some time?
o_O
does it hurt?
i mean like even if u dn hang around with each other THAT often.
but still.
dn make ur life like suddenly so secretive.

since when did you stop opening up to me?
since when did you stop saying out loud what you are thinking and feeling?
when?
o_o

at first it doesnt REALLY bother me but ermmms.
after awhile.
i see that unlikely people knw you better.
like the in current situation.
they knw a far more clearer circumstances that u're in.
and i would be like in the stupidest state to answer 'i dunno' if anyone would likely to ask me what that had happened to you.


it kinda sad.
T.T but i guess...
this will pass?

okayy im being TOO emotional.
bunch of exaggerations?
im trying to delusionize myslef.


-wonder.