half serious post~part one

firstly~~~

nahh im not mad at you kai.

(why would i?you're so innocent so...nevermind)

did i sound sadiostic?

sorry didnt meant to be.

//v

supposely this should be a serious post.

but whatever..

else thedetail would be too revealing.

STARTO DESU~!

it was sunday morning when kai called me up.

saying or asking like you're not out yet?

ofcourse i was like wtf out?

kai replies was HA?!they never tell you ah?jana make an open hs right?(*a point will be made later on*)

uwahh sorry i thought liyana have told you.

aiyaa they all ah..if i know i would have had told you.(this i believe,cause her tone was sincere)

then she ask liyana why she never told me.

liyana was like (idk how to describe this sound like someone trying to defy something so they hid the truth behind a laugh? idk whatever it is it sounded almost inhuman.)

ALMOST.

nahh i dn think i have anything against you.

maybe i do but i wont tell or show.(at times)

kai was shocked obviosly.she said sorry profusely.

she added that she herself knows this yesterday night the others told her..so it was like a last minute stuff.

i was like RIGHT..with makeup and all.(not to you kai)

ANYWAYS~

both of them are out.

and i dont think if i were to "YES,i shall come"(in a nice tone) they'll wait for me yea?

kai also said that they all will be going jalan raye.

this is when i went WHUT?

not only i felt what i ever felt before.i hate that feeling.

anyways i did conceal the feeling by saying that im out with my family so yeahhh i cannot follow you guys.too bad.

cause even if i WERE to follow i would be the one over glam or UNGLAM whatever.

i did!feel like crying.ok maybe not.