dream maker.

my good friend gave it to me.
had it in my 'pictures' and in need of space, clearing it out.

was reading some newpaper for researching means whennn
i came across the company i worked part-time for!

wow!

^^^^ johnson controls

inside wall street journal wow.

HACHI HEADBANG!

ヽ(ﾟДﾟ*)ﾉ rockstar hamster!

for ivu bby~~~~

ViViD will be coming next week~

which is~~~~

24th of november~

SO!!!!!!!

at the airport~

im planning to give IVU/RENO bby ~~~

this bracelet!

the one on the right that is, cause the one on the left i'm using it always.

i can't give that away cause I LOVE IT.

i tried to find the exact same BUT

to no avail (;__;)

nonetheless~!!!!

ITS STILL NAISU~

( ‖´ ▽ ｀‖ )‖‖

coffee bean~

i think this picture is more later than the others,

this was like last year?

me and nubs, went to iluma then to simlim for her laptop stuffs~

haha

coffee bean~~~

japanese cuisine~

ah during one of my cca session ( which was last semester) lul i'm always late in posting~

we went down to cuisine's side to have a taste of this~~~~~~~

i forgot the name of it so yeah kufufufu

its rice with veggie?

ya. the portion seems small but its alot IMO.

by cuisine side,

my cca which is JCG is categorize by AE ( arts&entertainment which is where i am), AM ( anime &manga) and cuisine~

AH~

the food ^^^

is nice~!

but i get full easily so i couldn't finish it.

something for me to work on yea

Principles of Management.

and i'm not even a business student...

ah~

this subject is rather easy.

BUT there's quite a few remembering to do.

nya~

my forte! not.

i thought i was going to do badly for this subject.

because i came late for the final exam-.-"

being late was one thing,

i got LOST and went inside the wrong exam hall -.-" is another.

BUT BUT BUT~

i manage to pass~

with a B though -.-"

deserved it.

meh.

let's shop!

i was in need of a liquid eyeliner and pencil eyeliner.

//ah life of someone who kinda like wears eyeliner everyday.

AND

it was the holidays~

so i became a model for make up forever's student~

the person whom i contacted is so nice~

she gave me an extra voucher.

hurhur

whoop whoop~

LETS SPLURGE man!

i spend on: liquid eyeliner for $38, pencil eyeliner(black) for $38, a lipstick for $32, and a lipgloss for $45

yes total is $153!

so i forked out 3 only~

\m/

the lipgloss is...the most expensive AND the most smallest. its like those majolica majorca lipglosses. seriously.

BUT i like it!

i was contemplating between another lipgloss which is bigger and cheaper.

the shopkeeper is so nice and recommend me this one~ cause i said i wanted something that i could wear without wearing any lipstick underneath.

the lipgloss~~~have this minty feeling~~~nice! and it is really good!

i spend about 15minutes? for just choosing the colour -.-"

the lipstick i bought too, the shopkeeper recommend. well i think its too bright, but nyeh. no overwhelming regrets though.

THE PENCIL EYELINER!

actually i wanted to choose a kohl eyeliner which is for $45.

so im like hmm ask the shopkeeper, whats the difference?

the kohl eyeliner is normally used by makeup artist as a base for eyeshadows.(so thats whyyyyy they use it on me)

liquid eyeliner~i bought the latest edition of it ( is this even the correct term?) haha

i found...

so~!

i was cleaning my place and look what I've found~!

my STE cert~

ahh~!

who put the hello kitty sticker there?!

it can't be removed!

dang!

i remember, it was me, a long time ago~

.__.//v

cookies~

whenever i ordered famous amos, i never fail to order number 5.

BUT!

this time, i tried ordering number 1.

and...

Σ(O_O；)Shock！！

i couldn't finish it.

it takes me a longggggggggg time to finish it up.

so i ended up sharing it.

kufufu.

its not like i don't share but, the amount that was shared is like the amount i initially bought it.

so yeah.

Σ(￣￣￣Д￣￣￣lll)

this means i should stick to number 5.

my favourite!

sora~

the sky can be so pretty to look at.

my camera isn't the best camera to capture the moment.

the colour are abit off.

but its still rather pretty isn't it?

rather.

^w^

i forgot,

i think its early in the morning or at night.

i think its in the morning and its about to rain, i guess.

its a bomb!

((　，，･з･，，　))ぶ~

are you ready for a big one?

i'm not sure whether I've brought this up but i felt like i had to, now.

For years I've prided myself on having such a thing called a 'best friend'

well, i didn't pride and boast to everyone like ' oh hey look! i have a best friend!' NO.

it's like: hey i have a friend whom i've known for several years and i'd like to call that person a best friend.

either way it sounded childish to me now.

by now, yes i admit i was naive and deserve this shame.

oh why so serious?

because i realized over the years, i've always felt like the sharing are one-sided.

i told that close friend of mine literally like everything, even those small things.

cause hey, that's what best friends do right?

in turn, that close friend of mine didn't.

thats what i felt like.

(●　´　ε　｀。●)

the feeling is retarded mostly, that close friend of mine didn't really have much in common in terms of interest.

our sense of humor and sarcasm are the only salvation, i guess.

and when hanging out during recess or whatever, i'm with another clique and she's with her many many many cliques.

i'm not that sociable, and she is. so its weird for me.

it gets even more weird when we were like talking and her friend came up and talk with her.

and im like standing there, and was like ' oh wow that happen?" (if they were talking about a certain incident)

and i wonder: how do you guys know each other? that sort of things.

like i thought, you didn't know them? and they're like of different age? cause we're like umm different levels?

tell me about it.

but no.

and she hangs out with a bunch of people which doesn't like me, or should i say hate me?

because of various reason like my clique loves to make fun of them, talk about them. not always though, but when we start, it goes on into an interesting topic to chat about. that group is popular, ingeniously.

there's so much stuffs that i wanted to put into words but i can't seem to convey my message well.

i'd probably end up skipping some parts.

so she doesn't share much and i do, makes me wonder does she even trust me?

maybe she didn't trust me enough to tell me certain things?

it gets more obvious now, ever since we changed school.

it's not a matter of feeling inferior or superior. school doesn't matter to me, it probably did for her since she don't contact me anymore.

some sort of a best friend huh, unanswered text messages and well wishes.

i asked my friend as to why this happen, they said she's probably trying to avoid me. hmm it hurts but oh well.

why does it happen?

i don't know.

it's probably my fault.

cause after all, i'm the unsociable one.

and the bitchy one.

and the pessimistic one.

and the overly sarcastic one.

i did confront, after seeking help from my friends about this matter,

as to why didn't close friend reply me.

close friend said that she didn't have WIFI.

i was taken aback because when i tweeted her, she was still in singapore. and around like a few minutes later, oh alot of minutes later,

i saw her tweeting a bunch of people, whatsapp-ing them till she get into the plane.

so technically, she has wifi till the plane takes off, so she can reply people.

but not me.

a boy.

she did tell me she likes this boy. but didn't tell me about it again after that day we met.

but told some other people about it (proves was from the tweets).

ah i get it.

i don't have any relationships before, i'd probably not know much girl advice to give. boys don't like me cause i'm ugly and boring and shit. i don't even have much male friends.

i'm obviously not the person to share/consult in this field.

゜・(つД｀)・゜ the more i write about this,

the more i'm upset about it.

i can literally feel my tears coming.

probably because i don't use much of this of social device. where in there, they made a circle.

where outings happens and mass sharing sessions happens. where inside jokes happens and you're out of it.

or maybe,

ultimately, i wasn't even a best friend, i was just a friend to her.

and she was like playing along with my childishness?

that could be it.

so now, i'd probably mean nothing to her,

that's why she's ignoring me!

its so clear now isn't it?

with this theory.

i should get a move on.

♪its just another hurricane♪

★shit happens, thats life, suck it up.

i'll suck it up all clean all right.

have you forgotten the sensitive and emotional side of me?

one of the worst job ever.

these pictures was taken during the job interview.

the job interview was easy and fun.

makes the job seems WONDERFUL

but.

OH HOW I WAS WRONG.

・゜゜・(/□＼*)・゜゜・わ〜ん

it hard to reach the minimum requirement if you lack the experience or not skilled in that field.

for 4 days i was there, i've gotten 70-

4.50per hour since i didn't make any appointments.

my job was to make appointment through phone call.

if i manage to get one, 7.00 per hour.

2-$8.00

3-9.00

5 and above- $10.00 per hour.

sounds wonderful right! the pay and the flexible working hour.

(ノД`)・゜・。 i shall never work as a telemarketer ever again.

collegiate symposium 2011

sounds very sophisticated.

so i went!

nah, just when i received the invitation, mom urged me to go.

PLUS!

some of my friends went too, so i went~

actually there's only two.

haha.

to qualify as 'some' it needs to be 3 or more.

in my opinion.

N-E-X-T~

the event is ma~~~

ok.

i LOVE the food provided though~

/o/