the first and the last time.

i like to try new stuffs.

and this is one of those instances.

Malay Dance CCA, really.

⊙﹏⊙

i went there and the dance are really feminine, i feel like a feather or is it a flower?

or water?

its just that, its not my style.

it isn't sexy or anything, its just FEMININE.

like feminine, flirting kinda style.

THAT made me queazy

might as well story tell my first and last experience with malay dance.

we were dancing with these fans~

pretty~YES!
the dance studio~~~

i feel like a fish in an aquarium, seriously, every passer-by can see us.

with me, robot dancing-ish all the way.

The reason i opt out, not really because of the dance,

its the seniors probably, some were (okay only one) were like sarcastic, the minah type.

the dance instructor was a lil. bit scary, all of the senior kowtows to her of some sort ◑０◐　

there are super nice senior though~

THEN.

there was this part, where we have to perform two by two.

what we've learned so far.

and i fail. pfft. i forgot my dance moves half way through.

they gave us two chances and both we didn't know.

WTF =￣ω￣=

plus i went there not bringing any dancing clothes.

i danced with jeans and damn nice clothing's.

with my jeans, my legs are being outline really nicely, so if my moves are wrong, the mistake would be damn obvious.

compared to people wearing baggy pants.

=￣ω￣=

SO AT THE OF THE DAY~

i went home, feeling retarded and piss, because it was late at night.

i was happy to find someone who lives in woodlands and take the same bus as myself.

but she meet her boyfriend half way and i'm like. RUN.HIDE.ESCAPE while jfgazbfhdzxhwffij _l_

so i ignored her during our bus journey, it was shocking cause i didn't expect that kind of girl, of her loks, could have a boyfriend. not that she's ugly or anything. REALLY.

THE NEXT WEEK.

they SMS-es us saying there'll be intense training, im like sgigbvsyder HURRY MAKE A DECISION TO OPT OUT NOW.

so i SMS them, professionally saying i wanna opt out.

bla bla bla.

they didn't reply me, oh well.

and from that day on, i live happily ever after.

(╯3╰)╭

breaks and such.

i eat rice, cause i'm asian.

hurhur!

the school's canteen's nasi padang, there's not much choices for gravy + something inside.

eg; sotong.

so, fried chicken would be the ideal choice for something.
and not forgetting snacks/sweets.

LAKEROL IS NICE.

it last for a couple of days, (with minimal sharing and boredom)

★★★★

pizza hut.

★ this was the first time, we had lunch as a class at pizza hut.

it was meh okay.

my 12 choices!

i've gotten my first choice.

shocking huh.

books&pens.

i've bought pen refills, dog tags, post-it, a pen!

and im set for school~
a few of my school book.

pfft those two textbooks adds up to a hefty sum.

yum!

brownies i've made!

but the downside to it, is that, after awhile it becomes...hard.

as in ROCK HARD.

-.,-

eat it freshly out from the oven is nice.

lasagna~

☆ the lasagna noodles I've used for my lasagna on mother's day~
(≧▽≦) its hard! like paper + sandpaper + cardboard

hardness just like macaroni or other italian food before it touches water.

╮(￣▽￣)╭

random corners.

i was playing with the camera and eventually got bored, BUT my hands are itching to shoot something. so THIS!

in a dark secluded corner of my cabinet.

there's face shop, body shop, etude house, maybelline, artistry, ZA , bla bla~

eyeliners mascaras lipsticks bla bla~
and this~

my phone and iTouch~

my phone...looks so innocent when opened up.

when its closed, GANGSTER COVER~!!!

pimple go away!

bought this for myself!

its Benzoyl Peroxide!

it said to be the MOTHER OF ACNE CREAMS~

SO~~~

excited!

but i picked up with the lowest concentration of it though.

since, my pimples...are not like...infested on my face.

or does it?

World Friendship Day.

my phail speech. so disappointed but at that point of time, my mind went blank.

oh well, i've tried.

For most of us, we spend the most of our time with friends. The time spent is shared for even the littlest of things and the most important of things.

Though some may constantly get on your nerves, friends are indispensable. They are one of those aspects that makes people’s world go round, they fill up people’s world, colour them to a burst of colours.

People then, commemorate a day, so special, just to honour and signify the prominence of friends. World Friendship Day is widely celebrated in the first Sunday on August each year.

World Friendship Day was originally promoted by the founder of Hallmarks cards, Joyce Hall. It was for people to celebrate their friendship by sending cards.

People would then, gather round and cherish the day with friends by exchanging gifts or just have a plentiful of good time together.

In Singapore, we celebrate it, so people will learn about and appreciate friends of other cultures, races, countries, to cultivate the spirit of friendship among other people. Such instances are not to be taken for granted, for international or interracial bond are based on interest and bond of individual.

Friends can be from the other side of the globe, however this, does not obstruct the celebration, people do express their gratitude and appreciation through online video, international shipping of gifts, and through calls.

Friends, though we spend most of our time with them, it is essential to dedicate a day just for them. Use that day, to recognize your friends and their contribution to your life. Every small things they did, adds up to a prominent different to you.

Friendship day, it makes bonds stronger, enhancing peace and positivity around the globe. Cherish every friend you have made during your life span, for they do fill up more or less a part of your world wherever they are.

i love PORRIDGE!

YUMMY SIOL!

chocolate fudge!

★★★ WE DID THIS ON MOTHER'S DAY 2011.

one day before mother's day, because on the day itself, we're gonna bake other stuffs.

THIS IS

★CHOCOLATE FUDGE★

is doesn't look presentable, i'm not pro at taking pro pictures.
there's two chocolate fudges!
★THE TASTE!★

is sorta like weird, because on the fudge, the taste of sour cream is too strong,

sour cream + dark chocolate = not that nice.

should have had used milk chocolate!
★THE CAKE!★

the cake itself is nicely done though!

its bouncy! just like a pound cake!

i gave some to my grandparent's house that afternoon.

went to NTUC to buy cream cheese for tomorrow.

but i forgot to take it back home, and left it at my grandparent's house -.,-

so we went back the next day, to take it home.

//DO I MAKE A GREAT WOMAN!!??!?!

haha!

probably do!

you guys probably had noticed this,

BUT,

i probably naturally, suck at making new friends.

its maybe a problem of feeling inferior vs. superior.

inferiority complex.

i'm probably too ignorant or too arrogant looking?

menace-looking?

too cute?too beautiful?

i use eyeliner to school without fail,

probably they're weird to me because of that?

o.o

im just awkward or just too uptight.

i couldn't seem to let my guard down,

even when others are laughing i'd be laughing like 'haha'

either its not funny to me or i just laugh like that.

or is it the way i talk?

is my singlish phail or something?

is my english so bad that you couldn't understand it?

or my phoney accent perturbed people?

or do i mumble?o.o

all of which,

making me, look weird.

-.,-

whut school.

school hadn't been really kind to me so far,

some people had though, some.

i can't help to feel a some kind of a barrier between some people.

i'm hanging out with like 5 other girls.

there's two malay kids, and others are chinese.

i find myself hanging/ sticking most with one malay kid, because she's nice? she's quiet?

the other malay kids sticks with 2 chinese kids.

and the last chinese kid kinda like minds her own business.

probably she has got a boyfriend which hangs out with her during breaks .

weird feeling i get when those 3 would be like laughing together and the rest would be like o.o

they even got like an insiders joke (or is it just me)

and the malay kid doesn't like interact much with other malay kids.

do i sound, much like a whimsical kid?

i guess so :/ can't help it.

i couldn't call her ignorant nor arrogant, probably along that line.

other classmates are okay though.

i found a girl, which likes mameshiba, and she's in the same cca group as myself.

(^-^) she's cool and not to mention, sounds INTELLIGENT.

seriously.

ANd there's this other malay kid, which i'm impressed at too, ahh i had a bad first impression of her before,

i feel bad, so now, im trying to get close? o.o of some sort.

i can't seem to talk to guys -.,-

and i'm not even from a girl's school like one girl.

like when there's group discussion or something, i can't seem to talk my ideas out to their opinion.

or agree to them -.,-

and i feel weird when they sit next to me.

before they came, i sit normally, after they came, i'd be rigid if they sit beside me.

rigid as in twilight edward's rigid.

so yeah,i'm a awkwardly rigid character.

//

probably because i'm from a private school?

religious school.

i fele o.o wtf when one of our classmate was story-telling to a few of us on how her ahlian classmate was so bad then she went to private school.

o.o

i should probably now say that i'm from a private institution.

(just like whats written on the windbreaker )

there are times where i feel ignored or outcast.

there are times where my opinion / ideas are being rejected.

where my opinions / ideas are being ignored, are being unheard.

normally, i would rebut and make a statement on why is my opinion/idea are being treated that way.

i feel really weird when they talk about terrorism or 9/11.

seriously for various reason.

probably i'm afraid that they'll judge the school i'm from.

my school is no less from yours, and they should know that.

though i doubt, that they know.

because if they know, that malay kid won't treat me that way, the other kids won't interact / communicate with me in a different way, they won't give awkward faces.

OR IS IT ALL JUST ME.

whatever, fuck this shit.

ｓｉｃｋ

ｉｍ ｄｏｗｎ ｗｉｔｈ ａ ｃｏｌｄ なう。
。・゜・(ノД`)・゜・。
♪its contagious, so catch it♪
（笑）
ｄｏｎｔ ｆａｌｌ ｓｉｃｋ！

lul quote.

ME: CAN I USE THE BATHROOM? TEACHER: I DON’T KNOW, CAN YOU? ME: WHEN I WAS USING “CAN” I WAS USING ITS SECONDARY MODEL FORM AS A VERBAL MODIFIER ASKING FOR PERMISSION, AS OPPOSED TO EXPRESSING AN ABILITY. I THOUGHT SINCE YOU WERE A TEACHER YOU’D KNOW THAT. MY BAD. MAY I USE THE RESTROOM?

♡♡♡ I wore this to school the other day~

it's BEAUTIFUL!
during our hours of break, we will be at the library, and i would be...doing my notes.

pfft. HARDWORKING HUH?!?!??!
(~￣▽￣)~ and my matriculation card (student card) and tertiary ezlink card!

sloppy-ly edited out some meagre details.

OVERALL I LOOK GOOD FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER IN CARDS.

like HALLELUJAH !

hurhur

birthday present!

a birthday present for my 3rd sister, asma!

budget: less than $20.00

i bought for her a wallet~cause her wallet is...ugly. (in my eyes)

so i hunt for a nice one!☆

a PERLINI wallet would do!

i like the design really much! but colour-wise...not much choice.

SEE!

there's alot of compartments~

the colour, overall, not bad ah.

looks contemporary.
the bottom...
★ she likes it so i'm like YAY! I KNOW RIGHT!!!!!

awesome sister i am.

^-^)b

scarfs and tee.

the other day, i went to geylang with liyana and hanisah.

to find clothes, this was before school starts.

UPON ARRIVING~

we went to mcdee to have lunch!

then to watsons for sunblock (liyana but she didn't bought any) instead i bought

THIS!

★★★CUTE RIGHT! it being cute could have had attribute to me, buying it.

we then, draw money, after which 'shopping' !!!
i bought a brooch, cause my brooch...someone stole it -.,- turns out to be my sister , asma.

and i bought two scarfs~

i kinda regretted buying two cause one of them, i have yet to use, the colour is so nice though.

◑﹏◐ meh.
we then head to cityhall~ went to digital life mall? or smtg.

for liyana's laptop bag, there she bought a bag and her laptop case.

THEN! to peninsula~

bought an outrageously cute tee ↑↑↑↑↑

☆ i pondered upon should i really buy it?

since, i've bought a pair of rad jeans for $20.

in the end, i bought it, couldn't miss out a chance to buy this tokidoki tee!

also, its kinda like rare to find this kind of shit.

LASTLY!

woodlands, there's a bazaar, so i bought socks!

for my daily school use!

i choose mad colours~ nice nice!

╯▽╰ happy!

ouh! the lip smacker smells yummy!