keitai update!01

this was suppose to be yesterday's!!!

but i only manage to write the tittle from my keitai's net.

but the content im unable to write it out.

nvm~~!

today i will going to the sacred place place called...mosque!!!

to do terawih~~

with kai~!

and ex-best.f bahh!and rusda~~

liyana cannot go,so yea whatever~~

AFTER WHICH~!

we will buy bubble tea~!!!

i wanna buy apam balik~!!!

see!if still got sell

if not..

KFC!

BIRTHDAY POST.

i want(need);;

a dress(*)~

a bag(feminine)

*chiffon dress~smtg bubbly~

cute pouch from more than words.(i found the doll but nvm)

http://www.amegus.com/clothing.htm

http://www.amegus.com/clothing.htm

http://www.shoplah.com/index.htm

http://www.shoplah.com/HKFashion-Dresses/CO3935.htm

http://www.shoplah.com/HKFashion-Dresses/CO3983.htm

http://www.shoplah.com/HKFashion-Dresses/CO4130.htm

(i dn think this one is THAT nice)

http://www.fancypocket.sg/

i want a DECO DEN!

swarovski stones.

at the decorations sections.

DECODEN IS THE PIX~!

-MINERAL MAKEUP~

-BRUSH SET.

KEITAI~!

i just gotten a new KEITAI last two days~~~

on the evening i wanted to go out..

before that..

I TALKED TO M.W

i've been talking to him like every SINGLE day 30minutes before buke.

(cries)

nuu~~~

AND!

i was exposed!

i went to the toilet with my EXbest.f bahh~

when we went out from the toilet.

ba stopped..

SAA~!

i took the opputunaty to do my undie.

(strike!)

when someone saw it.

o.o

(dies)

I AM SO SCARY THAT I FELT SCARED TALKING TO loathsome people.

tomorrow..

i was invited to go break fast .

but..

i dont feel like going.

for various reasons.

-sara

hey blog

this would be a half-half post~

the serious post will be first~!

(maybe)

STARTO DESU~!!!

i wont be using the new nickname cause that will be too obvious.

(laughs)

kai didnt came to school~!

until thursday.

IF i were to trust her sms.

WHICH~!

i did~~

(laughs)

i trust her.

because of various reasons~

^.^

BESTFRIEND!

didnt come too~!

her uncle was in the hospital~!

get well soon~

i hope tomorrow she'll come cause there's something persistent i have to her joo!!

(cries)

i've told ami something~!!!

which is weird but it conceal much.

i asked her " im not feeling right "

which is so true.

+plus the various reasons backing uo the statement.

I AM FEELING ABIT WOOZY AT THE POINT I SAID THAT.

(laughs)

this is~!

the choco.

soem of it.

cause okaasan brings home alot.

so this is one of the best pix i've took.

besides than taking my kakkoi oniisan's piix.

actually.....

i dont feel like saying out the serious part so i'll leave it as it is for now.

DONT TRUST ME.

cause i suck.

DEJECTED AND REJECTED.

this is..the serious part~

or it is explosive?

WAKARANAIII~

OR MAYBE CAUSE IM FRIGGIN SCARY

good-looking younger brother~

i've put up this tittle before but..

whatever..

my brother was keenly studying!

so i took a picture of him~

which is funny,

(laughs)

its not tt he rarely does tt but.

normally he sits at a different table not here.

whatever.

persevere~~!!

M.A.C products~~!showoff moments.

i got this~~

if u've noticed.

i've been using the POUCH for like a few days~

(laughs)

in case you havent noticed...

ive been using it for my keitai~~

i FEEL like i ahve to use it.

so yea~~

(facepalms)

its 100% satin so its RATHER soft.

bestfriend noticed it~!

which is SO OBVIOUS.

but one thing for sure I DID NOT SHOW IT OFF TO HER>

SHE JUST NOTICE.

anyways..

the lipstick's colour is a bit off.

so yea,whatever.

AND!!!

I ATE A TWIG~!

a wholewheat one.

it was..TWIGGY~

cause it taste somewhat like strawberry.

but it isnt.

get it.

whatever.

-meme

I WANT

A BRUSH SET.

for my birthday..

maybe.

(unless i bought it first before my bday comes.)

MINERAL MAKEUP~

i will..

update.

soon.

but not n o w~~

cause im busy~

(cries)

PLUS~!

i have a lot of pictures to share!!!

from gyaru to kakkoi oniisan~~~

(^^;;)

-sara(h)

TEST!

my powers will be put to test!!!

but i ve gotten ready for that~desho?!?!?!

we'll see..

JUST NOW!

its friday~

and there's test!!!

it came about smoothly for me.

cause i know the verse to the questions~~~

number one~

(i choosed)

hurhur~~

i went to the canteen to sit with kai~!!

so i hafta buy a drink~!

on my way..i saw someone's husband!

he came up to me and asked "eh td ko blh tk jwb?"

with this look o.o & ^^;;

i replied "ya~"

"ko choose ape?"

"number saaaaatu."

"ouhh yg starting die yasin tu kn?"(this look *0* half shocked)

"ha'ah~!!*was holding bubblegum*nahh *gives*

"*smiles*yay thankyou"

which is weird i thought it was smtg very conspicuous.

because he was with M.W at lvl 5

BUT! it wasnt.

dekita ne.

THEN~!!!

i went to arcade!!

cause i saw my half-cool neighbour!

VEN TAT!

he was..alone in the arcadde.

biting his collar(shirt) and watching ppl playing car games.

i didnt see my half-handsome prince!!!

ven tat was my sister's friend.

DOES THAT MAKES ME AN AQUINTANCE?!?!

yes ofcourse~~~

hurhur~

rampage!!!

i watch beavis and butthead~!

which reminds me of..myslef.

(cries)

THEN!

i watched SHAWN!

which is...farking funny.

there is a similarity between both two.

the vulgar usage and explicit scenes/words.

iBARF.

(laughs)

i went to a downloading rampage!!

and was saddened.

THE QUALITY NOT GOOD.

the zip file.

is busted.

only 2 out of three songs was being able to be heard.

NANI GA?!

but on the other hand.

i downloaded from an another source it is better there's ntg broken.

(happified)

SAGA!

i saw this vid on ray's blog.

i am so slow.

*facepalms*

SAGA is so SUGoii~!!!

with or without shades.

ahhh~~~pretty face.

but he opened his shades in the middle or so.

and he blinded my eyes with his ultra ultimate sagatic powers.

then i had to [ause the video for awhile cause my okaasan called for me.

afterwhich~!!

tora-shi showed his soothing ADDICTING eyes to me!

that was a double shock to me.

but it didnt blinded me that much cause saga's powr made him restricted to blind me.

only saga can blind me.

(laughs)

shou;;he fascinates me!!

with his close to flawless face and hands.

his voice makes me shiver in FASCINATION!

then!

i saw SAGA was actually wearing a red eyeshadow!!!

over with the normal black eyeliner.

nya~!!!

AND!!

saga's bass is red in colour!

WOW!

SO!!!

in overall!!!!

SAGA IS STILL AS AWESOME!!

serious.part7

when i thought i should let everything be as it is.

it failed.

i am back to half-normal~!

with /Ato-oi-kozou/ and /Skin-walker/ and /Kelpie/ and

/Yomotsu-shikome/ and /Kappa/ and most of them else.

if not,its just me acting nice upfront.

(laughs)

this is it.

this is how i feel.

dear;; /the demon Mastema/.

dear;; /Angry Mut of Damnation/

dear;; /Akki/

dear;; /Cerberus/

FUCK YOU.

and i think kyo is trying to tell you something.

from me.

(laughs)

aprtly because i am listening to despair rays- REDEEMER on repeat.

and dir en grey - saku on repeat too.

--

i shall arrange my words in such a way that people cannot go around figuring who is who easily.

long post!!!!!

i went back home on friday just to find these~~~

its weird creatures.

my kakkoii oniisan loves to buy these stuffs.

*facepalms*

and then okaasan bought these chocolates!

it is..yummy~

/o/ \o\ surprisingly.

THE NEXT DAY~!

saith asked me out..

which is cool.

and while we're out i received an ESPRIT bag..

(shock)

from my leader~

at london.

which is more shocking.

we were in a middle of a weighty consultation~~

(laugh)

when saith was busy.i went out and wander about .

when..something SUGoii happened to me.

i saw a REPLACEMENT for my half-handsome prince.

but it was a temporary one.

cause he was not as powerful as my half-handsome prince.

(loves)

the replacement was just as talkative as the prince.

and stylish.

he came up to me first.

*0* with..his comrades.

of 300!!!

nahh..i do not know how much but still its alot.

i felt..powerful like my half-handsome prince.

yay!

cause i was better than my replacement.

hurhur~~

^-^

i called a lot people on that day for various reasons.

saith and i did a lot of GOOD trash talks.

i didnt really affect us or anyone.

just random menaingless talks.

but it motivates entertains us.

ma..it was all good.

SHOPPING~

this happens last friday..

I WENT BACK WITH SAITH~!!!

and its friday~!

and so~~~

we wouldnt want to come back home THAT early..

(laughs)

so...we went window shopping~!

we drop the window after that~

cause we bought something EXTRAVAGANT!

(laughs)

i bought two stuffs~!

while saith bought 1 stuff!

so is to say..

SUGoiI!

it was fun~

A-N-D~!

there was something depressing.

someone was feeling rejected & dejected~!

but for HOW LONG!?!?!?

we shall find out soon~

doll power!!!

ああ、　この素晴らしい世界が

僕は心底嫌いなんだ

『 Ah, this wonderful world

I hate it with the bottom of my heart 』

saa~~!!!

i tried to TEST out my photo taking skill~!!!

isit nice?

(cries)

this is too..

from my past.

as a kid.

ああ、　この時を味わうなら

僕がいる意味ってなんですか？

『 Ah, if I savour this moment

What is the meaning of my being here? 』

okaasan..

had decided to sell it away.

cause its taking up space.

so i let it go~~

but before that..

i saw that the dollls are wearing such hideous mixture of clothes.

so..i REVAMPED their clothing beforehand.

棄て去ることへの躊躇さえも

残らない僕は生きてるといえるの？

『 Even hesitating to throw it away

Could I say that I’m living and not left behind? 』

and..

decided that i have to take photo's for memories~~

saa~!!

THERE WILL BE PART 2 and 3(if applicable)

to be continued~

please remember me~

FLAWS!!!

i saw a something on my upper chest!!!

i am...SHOKUXXX!

and~~~

okaasan looks at me and ask..

"there's 5 piercings?did you just add another one?"

myself;;"uhh no it IS five right?"

her;;"ouhok"

YESTERDAY NIGHT~

i tried to put alchohol..

the one that miki-doll hold for me.

ON A WOUND.

it hurts like fark!

i was like *jumps up and down cupping teh ear*

it was NOT barbaric.

but it was shocku.

i was shock.

but after that it is okay.

the pain was like just for a few seconds then it dies away..

my oniisan!!!!

my kakkoiiiii oniisan~!!!!

had grown himslef a zitttt~

i was like o.o. " wtf is that" *press*

brother;;*screams* jerawat la bodo.*voice softens abit*saket la.*rubs*

myself;;*pats his back* ^-^

NYA~~

then i have to capture his picture.

A-N-D~!

while i click on the camera.

he made THAT face.

i slap him,laugh and walk off with the camera.

i slap him cause i was shocked by him doing that stupid face.

*facepalms*

kakkoii brother was like.."WHY DID YOU SLAP ME!?"*joking manner*

myself;;" ko pegy buat muke mcm gitu buat ape sak"

himself;;*hurhur~~~ face while rubbing the piercing pain away*

//and that is my hand.

aza.

i gave her the almond one.

symphony..after testing is shoooo OISHI!!!

10/10 points!!!

SAGA again.

i like it when he throws his head back.

uhh uhh

*m1 song*

and when he put his hands behind his neck!!!

REMEMBERED!AUNTY!

aha!

i remembered what~~!!!

it was just now too~~

my sister's junior was here.

to hangout.

cause her mom and dad wasnt at home.

she ate dinner with us~~~

which is normallll she'd done that before.

BEFORE!!!

my aunty came.

she commented."die rugged"

which is ...like i know.

i like my aunty for various reasons.

she's awesome.

sarcastic.

she OWNS two earful of piercings.

which reminds me when she was cutting my ahir..

she saw my safety pin on my ear.

then she say why use safety pin?

me;;earrings mahal ah nk beli.

her;;why didnt you tell me?kat rumah ade byk.

me;;LUL!!!*wants to ask but shy*

she's the person that makes faces at weirded stuffs.

(cries)

SO URBANNN!

N-E-X-T~!!

back to my sister's junior.

she called me..CUTE!

*facepalms*

i was like o.o WHUT!?!??!?!?!

A-N-D!!!!

my siblings!

just now when we were surfing the net..

they'd showed someone's picture.

BUT I CANT REMEMBER WHO.

and they insisit hat he and i were farking close in the past.

me and him and my taufik cousin.

which is...weird.

cause they said that

" KORANG DULU2 SELALU MAIN2 KAT SWIMMING POOL SESAME"

that is..ethereal-ly weird.

*dies*

FOCUS and real cousin.

i forgot what i wanted to write actually.

(cries)

but i remembered this..

just now.

this morning i went to school with my real cousin.

which is...weird.

cause he looms over me.

(cries)

most of my cousins looms over me!

(cries)

this is..a crying post.

( ;__; )

VIDOLL-FOCUS.

heard it on naolovr's blog.

and fell in love with it.

ahhh~~~

MIKI-doll~

hereby~~

i present joo my doll~~~!

MIKI-doll~

i manage to rename her recently.

>.<

she's been with me since i was a kid!

so she is about the same age as me~

(laugh)

LOOK!

she's holding a suspicious bottle...

it seems...

to be ALCHOHOL!

for my ear~

i recently have yet another piercing~

there WAS an urge~and a crispy note of $5.

so...i cannot escape the haunting.

(cries)

N-E-X-T~

because of that ive been sleeping on my left side~~

which is..so not comfy~

saa~~

i need a week~

actually i can start sleeping on my right since yesterday but..

you shall feel a numbing pain.

there is a difference between pains.

to be continued..

(;_;)

it was..

being rejected!!!!

i asked my imoutou whether she wants a stick of pocky tsubu~tsubu~

she said no~

MASAKA!

looK!seto koji is playing out how pocky felt back den~

the resentment!

seto angel is sad~

(cries)

pocky shall try its luck with oniisan~

my kakkoii brother~~~!!!

ma..

partly thats the reason why she wants my KOHI!

and ate some rice after seeing me eating RAISU!!!

with that being said..

MASAKA!!

serious.part6

i guess i shall start it off with the picture?

my prince looks funny eff.*shakes head*

and so i didnt talk to alot of people.

/Angry Mut of Damnation/ and /Cerberus/ and /Kelpie/ and /Akki/

there are somemore.

but i decide to let it pass.

i sense something is amiss.

but i couldnt place a finger at it.

im going to change the topic.

i really really despice /Akki/ for various reason.

you farking bitch.and a she-AT-whore.

im a double-faced split-personality kinda person so you guys may not know who.

gee,thx god.

NEXT~

/the demon Mastema/ is a farking asshole too.to me.

CAUSE I SUCK GIGANTIC BALLS.wtf.

its she-AT-whore against she-AT-whore!

apart from being a she-AT=whore what if /the demon MAstema/ is also a double faced hag?

"fark you~!yay!"

/Cerberus/ has a knack being one sided with people at a fast rate.

sometimes /Cerberus/ will be like yay! with you

next she can be a ignorant to your existance.

maybe that's SO hostile of me to say that all but yea.

BROWN SAN!and SICK-san

last weekend~!!!

i baked brownies~~~

maybe that is why my mood is like retarded with my friends lately~~~

up until jana-dachi told me that the other asked 'what's wrong with me?'

it SOMEWHAT makes me wanna..laugh.

(laugh)

maybe its because..

Яeal sick people are making me Яeal sick.

im sick of people telling me what to do.

im sick of people doing rude stuffs.

im sick of people commenting on other people's weakness.

im sick of people saying that they dont really have money but they actually do have a fark lot.

im sick of people being tooo discreet but they had actually hurt.

im sick of people hiding secrets from me.

im sick of alot of stuffs.

im sick of myself,who is being so farking hostile.

there..i look like im being mistreated.

Яeal sad

aha!

the brownies were nice so were the sickness..

im changing the subject,but yesterday my cousin came.

she brought along a van houten choco and cookie~

which is kinda good~

she came suddenly cause she was just around the corner and decided to visit~

SUGoiii-na~!!

♬ t s u b u ♬ t s u b u ~

honjitsune~~~

i've been going home.SOLO.

*facepalms*

BUT~

just now i went back with alot of poeple~!

on the bus just now there's my old pals!

and lamote's gang~

but the real deal is that i went back with the fakers~~~

which is..SUGoiI!

N-E-X-T~~~!!!

liyana texted me on the bus(? the time i checked it was on the bus)

saying who i went back home with?

with mix feelings i replied why?

then she replied something a little bit nani ga? to me

and guess what i didnt reply.

A-N-D~~~

this is...to be continued~

i bought pocky for today.

it lifted my spirits up after one stick~

tsubu tsubu~

serious.part5

i kinda like dont like what happen recently.

/Angry Mut of Damnation/ was rude.

if people wants to keep a secret unknown from people,they shouldnt make others became suspicious of it?

it happen before with others too.

but the reason she gave me was..stupid.

it was 友情。(japanese)

ofcourse i was like transformed when provoked.

i cursed something and switch into my old self.

from that day onwards i have yet to say anything to /Angry Mut of Damnation/.

so what /Angry Mut of Damnation/ did was to holler out at /the demon Mastema/ about her wanting to tell her something later on infront of /The MOst Difficult Person of All/.

ofcourse the person ask what's up?

then /Angry Mut of Damnation/ answers nothing.=o=

because it has got something to do with 友情.

that stinks.

/The Most Difficult Person of All/ was like $&%$#$#^% then the /Angry Mut of Damnation/ was like piak the person abit for cussing.

which rare for /The Most Difficult Person of All/ to curse such powerful words.

the person used to do it almost everytime but eversince her dooms day she had like cut the amount of cuss into half.

i very much appreciate that from her.

but it is sad to know that.

the person is like..being ignored by other stupid anus(es).

ma..there's no reason for this whole post.

but i want to keep it locked into remembrance so that is why i post.

serious.part4

i've been thinking.

and realising.and noticing.

that.

*/Akki/ will frequently go to /the demon Mastema/ for random and discreet stuffs.

/Angry Mut of Damnation/ will prefer to go to /Kelpie/ or /Kappa/ or anyone else for girls stuffs.

i felt rather fleft out at times.

*except when im with /Yomotsu-shikome/ but sometimes..it happens,the loneliness.

*which sucks.i hate that feeling.

even if i have a /Shuten douji/ 'close' to me.

it doesnt really connect to me.

i mean,/Shuten douji/ doesnt tell me 100% everything.

even IF she CLAIMS THAT SHE DID TELL.

yes.i am hostile.

*/Yanari/ and /Ato-oi-kozou/ will like what?always be together?

cause to me../Ato-oi-kozou/ is abit what the fark to me.(its a point of view)

SETO is the strong man indeed!

i died.

looking at my new lovr. SETO KOJI PEE~~~

nya-nya~~~

today is...ALREADY AUG!

im happy.

half-happy indeed.

till then.

i've just realized.

i am always never fully happy.

which is..kinda sad.

ive grown!

to like this!

"which is..kinda sad".

and the another HALF sad thing is that.

is it either The Senators forgot to tag or couldnt be bothered.

(laugh)

that gave me SOME freedom to rant it out?

which i've started since YESTERDAY~

N-E-X-T~!

ive changed my skin!

and music!

please have a listen.

//please remember me~