Friday, July 31, 2009

the fact~!


i gave a GOOD thinking over the nicknames~~~

but!!!

ato-oi-kozou was one of the hardest~!!!!

actually i wanted it to be

Primal Chaos behind the Veil of Colours.

but...

its too long.

even if i shortened it to Primal Chaos.

it sounded..weird~

SAA~!!!

i up seto koji~!!!

i absolutely love him cause..
he updates his blog..FREQUENTLY!!!!!!

the botttom line is..
his power is 0.0001 more powerful than saga~!!!!

that is..CLOSE!!!!

saga;; i shallt fight!
me;;yay!
seto angel;;i shallt win~!
me;;yay!

serious.part3

well...
the reason for the weird nicknames is that.
ive been noticing up until now that people like to give nicknames to people.
in random.
to me,its..disturbing.

not to mention,rude.
what if the person that u've called names at knows the nickname given.
and not liking it?

it feels retardedly frustating,
even after u've tried telling them that even if you guys wnted to call that person by that nickname.
please at least change it?into a better name?
(?)

i know this cause.../Kappa/ frequently gives nicknames. and then there would be /Ato-oi-kozou/ to support her.
not to mention stupid /Cerberus/ and /Akki/.

...and the victim wont be able to do anything.
which is..kinda sad.yet again.

anyways,
my reason for talking about nicknames..
has no relation about what is happening in school recently.

and again at random.

i frown upon my usage of words.
sorry.



serious.part2

and so recently.

do you know how embarrassing to like not know what happening around your circle of friends.
and when you ask around,yet you still dont know what's up?

of course it makes you wanna go fuck you to the starter.
of the whole malarkey.

that was not my real point.

and so.
the nicknames.

some are in japanese and some are in litarature language for various reasons.

☆ Angry Mut of Damnation
☆ the demon Mastema
☆ Cerberus
☆ Kelpie
☆ Skin-Walker
☆ Ato-oi-kozou
☆ Messenger of the Old Ones
☆ RawHead
☆ Yomotsu-shikome
☆ Kappa
☆ Yanari
☆ Futakuchi-onna
☆ Shuten douji
☆ Akki


i've denote them with a star cause i still regard them as friends.

they are all based on my opinion(?)on them.
(laugh)

serious.part1

etto..
this is going to be a some sort of a rant.


i do not know why but i felt weird at SOME point of time between friends and family.
when this happens.


i tend to detached myself from everyone and revert back to my old self.
which is, not really reponding to others.
//i become a daoster.
i become a selfish,quite person.
almost revengeful personality even i cannot imagine what i am.


so is to say.
yes.i have split personality.


i react differently in front of adults.teachers.friends.and all.
which is..kinda sad.


im not really sure myself whether i am a trustful person or not.
cause i RARELY conjure up long paragraft filled with emotions and feelings.


i dont think anyone knows me well.




ahhh.
the main point is.




ive though up on nicknames for my FRIENDS.
that will be known later on.
nickname=who?
i wont tell.
for various reason.




im not being secretive or so.
not trying to be mysterious either.


its just that some of you guys.(friends)
arent being fair are they?
i sometimes felt like ive told half of my secrets to them.
and think that,that way they'll open up?
(facepalms)
but nope they didnt even tell the most little secret or the mopst setakat secrets.




so if you were to ask who's being unfair now?


I DONT FRIGGIN KNOW.




and..
I'm lucky to have gotten such an amazing inspiration for the nicknames. Thank you very much!


to be continued.

recently..

i have something to tell..
which will take abit of time to let it out.

kitty-san..





















o(≧o≦)o
i didnt expect it to be torn..
(cries)

after kitty-san bag was torn.
i bought a new bag~!

i think i didnt expect to think it might be a good thing after all~
(laugh)

kitty-san had been my bento bag too!
saa~~~

lets move forward~!

i've bought..a popular bag in replacement for kitty-san~

T T T T~













































when the fitting was finished, it was a moment of relief..

good,good.
I LIKE IT!
uh uh~


it was size 12/4?
i was worried that i couldnt fit.
but it did!

IT FITS nicely.

okaasan was also concern whether i will fit or not.
but i DID~

okaasan and i is NYAPPY~☆

A-N-D~
it makes me go..
♫ TEE~ ♬ TEE~ ♪ TEE~ ♩ TEE~ ♭ I LOVE TEE~ ♪

(laugh)

seriously





there's fugly in my wardrobe.











































there's still farking ugly clothes in my wardrobe~!
(fugly)

COTTON-LIKE STUFFY SINGLET!?
uwahh there's two picture of it which shows that..
i really find it weird.


saa~
there's this jacket im TRYING to like it demo na...

i cant.
datte..
the colours are off.


the light coloured one..

the sleeves are too tight.

unbelievable..☆

the one that i've lost












































its a SILKY SHINY blouse from Chrisan~

i've worn it before ONCE.
while going out with saith~

it was silky smooth~
(cries)
i regretted losing it.

its kinda hard to tell looking at the octure but...

its a SUGoii-like design.☆



N-E-X-T~!

it is easy to spot the picture while searching for it to post~

CAUSE...

it is..SHINY~



punkitch!






















it was eating this new product~
(to me)
>.<

and till then..
i just know~
there's a HALAL!

i was like UWAHHH~
and my imouotu was like NANI GA!?

(laugh)

its..cool..


and there you see my sister's hands on the ...mouse.
but u cannot see the mouse for various reasons..
(laugh)

-the mouse is cute small/or the hand is like...BIG

MONSTER!



there would be a new monster for me!?!?!
Saith once said to me that TO CHANGE MY KEYSCHAIN!

that means...
changing kiyoharu!

i was like MASAKA!
but...
(cries)

i wanted to change it too~
saa~!

THE REVELANCE!

its a pink!shy!one~~~
i shallt call it OINK!





HELLO!























i bought this~☆
for myself~~~
rather quite some time ago~
when my nail is still..square?

(laugh)

it is..yummy.

im posting to clear out my picture file~

GATSBY.























i may have had forgotten this

i guess.

but i bought GASBTY as my deodarant perfume~

it says!"DOUBLE PROTECTION" in a STRONG! tone~~~


AND!

its from watson~


guess what..

i've got a new piercing~

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

im in NEW love..

seto-chan had just said..YES!!!!

im happy~!!!
this feeling is rather weird.
but.

URESHII NE!!!!(^^;;)























saa~~~
i have to MIA for awhile recently.
sorry for the blog neglatance.

i fell in love...

recently~~

























i feel love in the air~
(laughes)

saa~!!!
so it has to be..RED~
akai~ for love!
^^;;

i fell in love with..
SETO KOJI!

its a great news~
apart from SAGA~

(cries)

saa~
its not just me.
but.


my tomodachi...
AMALINA IS IN LOVE TOO!
i would have not expect that but yes!
she is toO!

not with me though.
(cries)

but with someone!
a prince!
or is it a BISHIE ONE!?
for US to find out!



IKEMASHO!

with seto-chan~

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

moon..

reminds me of gackt..
and tonight moon is..ORANGE.
pure orange.

too bad rinn nvr on.
else i show him the moon too.

.__.nyoo.

JUST NOW!!
dhoby gaut!

with saith and sai.
^^;;
saith and sai~

anyways~
me and saith went to daiso.
sai went to spotlight.

meet up at japanese fair.
sai got pwned by us~
aha!

i cannot believe that she actually looked up.
=o=

*shakes head*

--
I SAW!
a friend under my block just now.
after i went back home.
which is...surprising.o.o
---

and i forgot....

bye.
-meme

this is..funny.

(8:05 PM) Oresama Meiji~*Y: if u saw the list of the ppl invited u will notice tat all of them at least noe each othr (8:05 PM) Oresama Meiji~*Y: n r frens (8:06 PM) Oresama Meiji~*Y: n if ur wondering y no Yusifer?tats bcoz he was an ass to a fren of mine (8:08 PM) ` sara || love: uhhh okay.
since wen we talk abt yusiee. (8:08 PM) Oresama Meiji~*Y: no la juz in case u ask~like someone did (8:09 PM) ` sara || love: who?o.o




AHA!
but still..(cries)

Thursday, July 2, 2009

I FOUND!

a new guy to like!!!!

takuya kimura~~
 

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